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kakatawa yung blog ko! break up taz biglang may video naming dalawa. HAHAHA! :))) sesz. =))))) kami ka kasi ulit ihhhhhhhhhh. aweeeeeeee :DDDDDDDDD 
We all learned our lesson, and hope it nurtures. ♥

churva ekek ko sa monthsary namin .. HAHAHA ! :))) sana magustuhan ♥

Eto na nga. Ang pinakakatakutan kong mangyari.... WALA NA KAME. Wala na si forever :( promises were broken. hated that! i knew. 'twas just half-lie when he said HE WON'T GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night was a major heartache. It was just a simple fight and ended up with a bitter break up. :'( i don't know what to do :(( everything reminds me of him, John Bon Rey Andes-Registos, my first true love :((((

i'll be missing that name. not just his name, our memories. everything we've been through is just part of my past nlng. STUPID GIRL! i should've known :((


hindi ko naman sukat akalain na ganun pala magiging reaction nya. Maybe I was that clingy :| may magagawa ba ako? bata na kung bata.. Madami pa namang panahon para maging matanda at well grown up ah :/ ano bang nagkulang sa akin?? mahal ko nmn siya. mahal niya ako. everything's fine na. until one night ..


Simpleng away.. Maling desisyon.. Tanga mo te! :'( seryoso na yung lalake, ginago mo pa :((( haaaaaaaaaaay. ano nga pala nangyari nun .. d ko na maisip sa sobrang sakit eh :(
Ay oo tama. It was Friday night, March 2, 2012.. May lagnat pa ako. High blood kc wala sa mood. T_T >.< aun.. i need someone to comfort. yun pala, siya pa ang nawala. </3


It all ended with, "Ok,were split.Ciao :-)" ANG SAKEEEEEEEEET!!!!!!!!!! PUTANG INAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I did a wrong move! I WANT HIM BACK!!!!!!! LIKE NOW NA :((( walang magawa, umiyak nlng ako ng umiyak. thought we'd be better, thought I'LL BE BETTER. :|||
Siguro mga 3:00am na ako nakatulog kakaiyak. Binuhos ko na ang lahat. Para hindi na masakit mamaya, o bukas..


Kinabukasan, gumising ako ng maaga for my NSTP Class. Tetext ko sana xa, putang ina! Nakalimutan ko, wala na pala kame. HAHAHAH! stupid. ganyan ako ka'attached sknya. :|
On my way to terminal, my tears keep on falling pero pinipigilan ko lang. every step I take, he's the one I could only remember. :((
Finally, arrived at Santa Cruz Terminal. Waiting in the highway when suddenly a truck passed by.. IS IT A CO-INCIDENCE OR WHAT!?!? MAY DUMAAN LANG NAMAN NA TRUCK TAPOS ANG NAKASULAT SA HARAPAN, "Jb Precious" MYGOD :( I mean, why suffer like this!? halos lahat, pati truck, may kinalaman kay JB :((


While riding in the bus, soundtrip lang.. at biglang tumugtog ang ART OF LETTING GO. putang ina talaga oh! pinapatamaan talaga ako! TSSS. bumaba na ako sa GSIS, Matina.. Waiting for a jeep papuntang UM. Ewan ko ba, parang wala ako sa sarili ko. :| andameng dumaan na jeep na bakanteng bakante, nag-stop sa harapan ko, hindi pdn ako sumakay.. sguro mga anim na jeep. waited there for 30minutes eh.. AND may isang jeep na punong-puno, dun pa talaga ako sumakay na sobrang sikip na!


At nakaabot din ako sa school.. Ang hina ko maglakad, parang sumusunod lang sa isang prusisyon. sguro took more or less 40 minutes just to arrive sa room namin.. at pagdating ko sa room, ako pa lang yung tao! taena. iyak na nmn hanggan sa matapos ang klase.




Pauwi, sumakay na nmn ng jeep papuntang Matina. doon na nag-abang ng bus.. soundtrip ulet, ART OF LETTING GO ulet! putang ina ulet! Nung nasa Astorga na, bigla kong naisipan na itext xa.. Oo, may lakas ng loob pa ako na mag last goodbye sa kanya. Tinitignan ang cp, baka nagreply xa. YES!!! Nagreply xa, pero "K" lang.  potaaaaaaaaaaa! nagreply pa xa. tapos nung sumasakay na ako ng pedicab, bigla ulet xang nagtext at sabay sabing "Wag kna magtxt xkn.pwd?" POTAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! Ang sakit :(( d na tlg kame magkaka-ayos neto :(( sa sobrang sakit, napa-iyak na nmn ako sa pedicab :(( pagka dating sa bahay? WLA. just a normal breeze. Pumunta agad ako sa kwarto, at binali ang sim card. it's one way to forget everything about us. :/ di na ako nagbihis, pumunta na ako sa bahay nila Eulesse, (my bff) para mawala2 nmn ang sakit ..


Yun, nung nasa bahay na nila ako.. Iyak na naman :(( waited for 4 hours because she have some errands to finish pa. and yes! pupunta na kame sa my paradise beach resort. contacted our driver, Jai Ho who came there eventually, and arrived at the beach safely.. Nag picture2 ako sa phone ni bff, puta! Halatang-halata na may pinagdadaanan talaga. XD Sabi pa ni Eulesse, "ayaw na pag picture2 oy, d ka maOK ana" .. haaaay! tama nga nmn xa :|


Nung nasa beach na kami, pota! umulan pa tlga! humanap kami ng masisilungan.. nahanap namin, dun sa may bakhawan pa na hindi nmn na'shade ang ulan! MALASA JD OYYYY :((( pro unti-unti nang humupa ang ulan. lumipat kami sa kabilang resort, nagtago sa cottage, nakita, nagki-usap na tumambay.. at napakiusapa nmn ..


Haaaaaaaay. :| hindi ko akalain makaka-tatlong yosi ako :'( si bff, hinayaan nlng ako .. sguro dahil naiintindihan nia din situation ko .. pero sinubukan nya akong pigilan, kaso, hindi umubra. SERMON DITO, SERMON DOON! OO. MALI KO NA! POTA! haaaaaaaay.. iyak na nmn ng iyak.. nilabas ko na lahat2!! alam ni ules yun .. haaaaay :( paano ko kaya mapabalik c JB :((


Hindi ko alam, tinext pala ni ules si JB. Hindi ko alam sinabi nya.. pero pinabasa niya nlng na Mahal nya pa ako. SO WHY NOT COME BACK TO ME, JB??? :((( habang pauwi.. medjo ok na pakiramdam ko, (thanks Marlboro Lights) pero nilalagnat pdn .. Nung nasa bahay na kme, wlang trip ni ules .. biglang naisipan na mag jogging .. GO SA GO !! :)) pero pag gabi, tawanan muna kme sa bahat at umuwi nxa .. At syang dating nmn ni papa galing Manila .. MANILA :( kung saan galing si JB :(( tamo, halos lahat nlng tlg.. JB JB JB :(((((
sana kame pa ni JB para nashare ko sa kanya yung pagdating ni papa.. ang pag kamusta.. sinabi ko nlng. OK LANG KAME. even if we're not :(( Joyride.... gabing gabi na, umabot pa ng Digos! HAHAHAHA. ayun.. nakayosi na nmn.. yiheee! at umuwi. nakatulog ndn ako sa sobrang sakit ng katawan at ang epekto ng lights sken .. ubo, suka :((( haaay


YES! Madaling araw na.. Jogging mode with Eulesse. Sabay sabi "Jogging for the Brokenhearted" HAHAH. nakakatawa! =))))) pero antok na antok ako kaya umuwi na ako at natulog ulet.. useless ang jogging! HAHAHA. but I felt the progress =))))) 12 ng tanghali na ako nagising .. bt pa ako gigising ng maaga? wla nmn nang naghihintay sa akin .. :|


Muling inactivate ko FB ko.. and beng! binlock nya pala ako. magkakabalikan pa kaya kme?? to think he blocked me :( ang alam ko, binablock nya lng yung mga hate na. And I was one of them na :((( so sad :(((((( nagchat kme ng pinsan nya, c ate Lak .. wla, hiwayan .. tawanan .. dun lng ko humugot ng panahon para tumawa nmn ako , haaays .. hirap maging </3 !!! bigla ko nlng sinabi ka ate lak na ily jb :(( sguro nang dahil miss na miss ko na tlg xa .. masakit mn yung ginawa nya dati, mas masakit pala pag wala nxa :(( sinabihan ako ni ate lak na kawawa dw ako, masakit yun :( pero tumawa lng ako .. walang choice. may magagawa ba ako :(( kinasusuklaman na nya ako. putang ina dn nmn ako !! haaay..


Nagulat ako .. Biglang "Jb Andes accepted your friend request. Write on Jb's timeline!" pano kaya yun? d nmn ako nag add sa kanya. pero ok na! Happy na ako nun :DD
akala magiging kame ulet .. akala ko mag sosorry xa sken gaya ng ginawa nya dati .. pero hindi :(( we just clarify things out. BENG! At biglang umokey pakiramdam ko .. Feeling ko OK na yun na alam nyang nasasaktan ako .. Parang naisip ko na, he is my favorite mistake nlng .. nung naligo ako, wla eh . feel ko OK na talaga ako .. ordinary day everyday nlng .. :D feeling ko tlga, nabunutan ako ng tinik sa aking dibdib! Kung hindi magiging kame, wala na akong magagawa don.. tanggapin nlng sguro ..


Paputang Davao.. Hindi ko na sya masyadong naiisip.. iniisip ko nalng, I'M GLAD HE CAME INTO MY LIFE AND IT HAPPENED. :) kc kung papansinin ko pa ang problema ko, hinding-hindi ako makakabangon at magiging OK. dba? :)) so eto, sumakay na ako ng bus. letcheng kunduktor! kala mo kung sinong gwapo. sarap upakan!! putaaaaaa


Plano ko na na magsimba pagka dating ko sa boarding house.. nagbihis. nasugatan pa :| malas lng tlga! x( after nun . nagbihis muna ako at nagsimba .. sa loob ng simbahan, doon padin ako naka-upo sa nauupuan namen :/ at guess what? katabi ko, XPERIA ACTIVE ang phone! POTA TALAGA!!!!!!!!! wla nkong ginawa.. pray nlng ng pray. nakinig ako sa homily ni Father. Well, learned from him. Naiiyak na tlg ako sa sakit :(( nung pauwi na ako, when I arrived straightly from my room, umiyak na nmn ako ng iyak talaga........ as in yung super iyak na akala mo wala nang bukas. tapos after nun, sumuka .. :/ nagtxt xa.. parang wla nlng sa aken :/


nagtxt ung ex ko, magkikita dw kame sa mall with our tropa .. para maibsan ang pakiramdam ko, sumama ako sa kanila .. gala sa mall, picture2.. nakalimutan ko na </3 pala ako. may mga friends pa nmn ako nagmamahal. so why drown myself to JB?? naisip ko. may mga friends nmn ako na handang pasayahin ako .. hmmmm salamat sa kanila, medyo gumaan loob ko ..



AT ETO AKO NGAYON, NASA INTERNET CAFE.. yosi pdn :)) pampa relax.. haaaaaaaaaaays. kailan kaya kame magkakabalikan ulet .. miss ko dn xa kahit papano :/
Walang kain. Yosi lang hanggang sa mabusog. potang inang buhay to !!!!! tanggappin ko nlng sguro kung ano mn ang mangyri. God forgives. ♥


 PS.
JB, if you could hear me now :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

 My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

 You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why.

 A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.

For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.

 I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.

 I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.

I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me.

You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?

Kung ano-ano na iniisip ko nang dahil sayo, John Bon Rey :(((((((((((((((((((((((

Wish you were here. :/

 

 

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A big whoooooooooop!

matagl-tagal ding hindi nakapag-blog. :)
kumusta ako? kumusta ka? hahaha. :))
well, why do I have this feeling na nmn.
JILLIAN... LET GO, MOVE ON!!!!
wag mo na isipin yun. ang isipin mo,
mahal ka nya .. YAN DAPAT !!!!!
haaaaay. para tuloy akong may ANGEL
at DEVIL sa magkabilang balikat ko. :|

haaaaaaaaaaaaay. ganyan talagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
nasimulan mo na Jillian. ngayon, panindigan
mo ang desisyon mo!

For every day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every minute, I feel you. For every second, I want you. Forever, I love you. <3

1st Month of Existence

A baby boy, named Ji Christoff C. Pejo was born on January 19. Celebrating his first month is not a burden on us. Pumunta lang sa bahay nila, bili ng cake at parteeey! ♥

eto xa oh ...

Cute di ba? Mana lang sa tita eh. HAHAHA =)) HAPPY 1month Ji. :*

Fighter. ;)

It was Wednesday afternoon.. Yes it is. Ordinary day for me, for them and for you. Doing what I needed to do until my close friend called me..

Nagulat ako. TangInaBroYan! Magdodonate daw ako ng dugo! HAHAHA. Jusko naman. Sa lahat2, ako pa tong napili ng mokong na 'to! Pero sabi nya, kailangan na kailangan daw niya para sa clearance niya. Eh ako namang si matulungin, umOO agad. ( oh well )

When I was on my way to UIC, my heart don't skip even a little beat. Gosh! I was so nervous like I'm gonna die na. hahaha over. Kidding* umyeaa. I arrived at the place, University of the Immaculate Conception.

 Wow. Na-shock ako! Andaming tao. poteeekk! HAHA. Kaya yun, wait pa ng 15-30 minutes just to wait for the registration be open again. While waiting, pumunta muna ako sa 201 para bisitahin ang aking mga kampo, ang BSHM-1A. And sa katatago ko, nahuli pdn ako ni Paolo. 'tong pandak tlga. HAHA! =)))

Aun. Kumustahan.. Gigilan.. Asaran.. Namiss ko yun :/ di gaya sa UM ngayon, puro utak-bulinaw ang mga classmates ko. haaaaaaaaaay :/

So eto na! :)) 30 minutes is over and I'm ready to be injected and be dead. chos! SO OKAY. We're finished with our registration. Men! The MLS Student stung my finger with a super fucking blade! Sabe pa nya, "Pag chika lng mo sa imong friend." and I was like, ?_? .. Yun pala, bigla nya akong tutusukan! Leche! And after that, interview with a physician. Asking these, and asking that. Tapos!!!

MYGOD. THE MOST AWAITED EVENT IS HERE!!!! Pinahiga na ako sa folding bed. Thinking what would it gonna be like when you're injected with a super thick and super ouchy needle. Hahaha! Naga-hallucinate na ako sa sobrang takot. Nanginginig, namumutla at nanlalamig. Damn!

Yun.. Nahirapan sila sa paghanap ng ugat sa aking kamay. HAHA :)) tabachoi kse. And finally, natusok na nila. GOSH! Parang isang doseng langgan ang kumagat saken! Kumpara sa ordinaryong injection. TangIna! Habang kinukunan ako ng dugo, I was thinking what will happen next.

Miraculously, natapos nadin ang blood letting! Wew. I SAVED A LIFE! O:) angel lang? HAHA. And yun, higa for 30 minutes.. Bangon.. Chikka kay ate mimai sandali.. At kinuha na ang pagkain..

Nagtataka ako kung bakit nahihilo na ko. Like something big happened earlier. Eh kinunan lang naman ako ng dugo? What's up with that? Yun. Di ko nakaya.. Umupo ako sa isang tabi at BANG! ....... Nawalan ng malay tao....... I was so unconscious at that time. I didn't know what happened, who brought me to the school clinic. At pagka gising ko, nakahiga na ako sa schoo clinic. And ang naalala ko lang, kukuha na sana ako ng pagkain. Pero bkt nasa clinic na ako?? HAHAHA! =)))

Etoo, pagka-uwi. Tawa nlng ng tawa. Kasi nga.... FIGHTER. :D

 

hoi DOMO KUN! bakit ba gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gustong gusto kita!? SUMAGOT KAAAAAAAAAAAA! HAHAHAHAHA. =))) okay. just playing along. ♥ why so cute???????

Right Here, Right Now ♥

Can You imagine? What would happen? If we could have any dream. I'd wish this moment, was ours to own it and that it would never leave. Then I would thank that star that made our wish come true. Cause you know that where you are is where I should be too. :D

Right here, Right now. I'm looking at you and my heart loves the view.. Because you mean everything... Right here, I'll promise you somehow that tomorrow can wait for some other day to be. But right now there's you and me

If this was forever, what could be better? We already proved it was.. But that two thousand one hundred
twenty three hours, blend in the universe, gonna make everything in our whole world change. And you know that where we are will never be the same :)

Oh we know it's coming and it's coming fast.. So lets make the our second last, make it last! But right now there's you and me. ♥

Jb ♥ Jill